Hard Decisions & Hard Orgasm!
Ξ July 10th, 2008 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Chat |
I go to the gym almost every day now. I like it a lot but I am not sure I see any results yet. I guess I have to start cleaning up my eating habits to help my body bring on some results. It really sucks. I am one of those people that gain weight right away if I eat one little bad thing. I am running again too but I have a long way to go before I will feel fit again. Or maybe I will never really feel fit. After all I still didn’t feel all that fit when I was doing Ironman triathlons! lol
Today we went to a doctor’s appointment that went so so. We did a first consultation at a in vitro clinic. While I was pregnant, Celt and I found out we both carry a genetic disease that was passed on to our daughter so in order to avoid passing it on again to our next child, we have to do in vitro fertilization with PGD. PGD is a procedure in which the embryo is genetically tested to be free of the disease and then implanted in the mother using in vitro fertilization. It is a very cool technology but also extremely complicated and expensive. And insurance probably won’t cover it. We don’t have much of a choice though if we want another baby. Then the doctor did an ultrasound on my ovaries and he said I was borderline meaning I might not produce enough eggs to be able to do this at all. He is going to do a test run in a couple weeks to see how my ovaries respond. I really hope it will be positive because otherwise we will have some hard decisions to make.
On another note, tonight we did another custom video I was hired to do. It was a solo masturbation with orgasm. It went pretty well until I had to have an orgasm… For some reason I was having the hardest time reaching orgasm. I finally did but I had to use plan B and plan C: My hitachi vibrator, a toy in my pussy and a butt plug in my ass. Finally I did have an orgasm but I was pretty frustrated! I got over it though as we were watching “Swingtown” my new favorite show!
