Moody & End Year with a Bang!
Ξ December 31st, 2008 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Chat |
Boo-Hoo! I don’t like the last day of the year. I find it extremely depressing. So needless to say my mood was shit for most of the day. It actually started not too bad and went downhill from there.
I can’t help myself. Comes December 31st, my mind automatically starts reviewing the past 12 months with a critical eye. And I always focus on the bad stuff. I think about all the things I didn’t do or didn’t finish, all the ideas I had but did nothing about them, all the good intentions that remained well, just intentions.
So what did I really accomplish in 2008? First let me say it is really hard for me to find anything positive about myself when I am in such a crap mood but I guess I will try…
I guess I can say that I went from totally out of shape to running a 1/2 marathon with a PR (personal record). And then continued training and ended the year with 11 days left before my goal race, the marathon. While training for these races I also lost all the baby weight I had put on while pregnant in 2006. In fact I am actually 2 pounds lighter then when I got pregnant. Not that I am happy with my body though, that, I don’t think will ever happen.
In 2007 I wanted to go back to school but did nothing about it. However in 2008 I did start school again and successfully completed my first math class. Mathematics has always been my nemesis so I was really proud (and relieved too) to pass the class with flying colors! I got an A since my grade for the whole semester was 100%! Not too shabby! 
I have to add that it was just a remedial class so the real challenge for me will come with the next math class!
Ok, well I can’t really think of anything else I accomplished in 2008 that would be worth remembering. So I will just move on to the next part of my day.
We decided to cook our Christmas dinner tonight. Celt made beef tenderloin and scalloped potatoes and I made the pecan pumpkin pie. I got really pissed when I thought for sure I had ruined it but in the end it turned out OK after it was cooked. Celt’s meal was amazing! We are definitely keeping those recipes and I hope we make them often! LOL
Anyway, so my mood improved quite a bit during dinner, maybe because of the champagne but hey anything that will help is good with me! After dinner we relaxed a bit and watched TV and when it was 11:30PM I took Celt to the bedroom, undressed him and got on top of him to kiss his lips and rub my body on him. I even used my new crazy sex toy I got for Christmas. We ended up having anal sex (cause I was in the bad time of the month, how convenient) and I had an orgasm in 2008 and another one in 2009! How awesome was that!! Can’t beat it! That’s the way to finish a year and start another with a bang!
Happy New Year everyone!