Flirting with Girls
Ξ March 18th, 2009 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Chat |
I am working really hard at making updates so that I have everything done for when my in laws are here next week. I did a couple picture sets today and started to edit a new video.
Celt called Immigration in the afternoon and they were totally useless because it is an outsourced call center so they never can answer our questions if we get off their script. So we made an appointment to go talk to an officer tomorrow as we have a few questions before we decide what to do with the denial letter.
I had an online date tonight with a couple we have been emailing with for a few weeks. I started by talking with him but then his wife came on and we chatted and flirted. Celt helped me out a bit cause sometimes I was nervous and didn’t know what to say. It is weird, I think I must be repressed or something. Although I know how to flirt and I do want the girl sexually, I am always too afraid to really let go because I think she might think I am pushy or gross. So I tend to hold back so much that if it wasn’t for Celt I probably wouldn’t have flirted with her at all. She seemed to like it though but I was clearly out of my element.
Now she must think I have a really assertive personality when I am totally the opposite. I guess I will have to “act” a little if we ever meet them otherwise I will be so shy that I will come across as really boring or not interested. Ah, it is difficult to be me!